So for the most part I kinda been quite disconnected from most queer communities, I find it hard to feel like I belong as a trans person. I am just too different? idk y but my experiences seems so different to everyone else but I also lack any true support so that likely doesn’t help.
This last week I was feeling abit better as I was gonna meet up with my family something I dont do often and this would be the first time since I hit some transition goals, so I felt pretty good about things.
But ofc things didnt work as plan, if anything they don’t see me any different and was mostly ignored the whole time. I should of expected this as for the most part they been pretty passive about my whole deal.
This has hurt alot more than I thought it would and more than anything just tired of never being understood or having any friends or anyone to talk to.
I really wanted this to be the turning point for atleast my family like it would of been something but I guess I was too hopefully.
It’s been 7 years and I am still there “son” I am done with them and I think just gonna drop them as much as I can.
But this leaves me very alone, i dont know how to handle this anymore. I’m sorry to post this here I don’t have anywhere else to really be and I just don’t want to be alone…
I’m so sorry you’re having to go through this alone. Or maybe I should say alone irl, because you can always talk to us. (Supportive) Community can be so helpful during any part of transitioning. It’s unfortunate that we’re so often stripped of it and it’s not our fault.
I’m happy you hit some transition goals!